Saturday, May 8, 2010

it may not interesting for you..but it is interesting for others

ooohh... I wanna blog constantly!..tapi malas na update hari-hari

mama2nur yg sibuk kerje kat office and uruskan anak-anak di rumah pun ade masa blogging...even kakak yg baru tahun 1 tu pun rajin tulis blog..takkan MMJ yg kejer separuh hari jek ni tak boleh kan...

Sebenarnya, MMJ ni mmg suka share apa yang berlaku di sekeliling MMJ dengan kawan-kawan dan family...tapi yang boleh d share saje la..yang private tuh still private n confidential..hihi....MMJ memang bercita2 untuk blogging constantly bila jadi cikgu...so MMJ beranganlah na blogging since d maktab...tapi ta buat sebab being a KPLI student sgt sibuk...pastu MMJ berangan pulak na blogging bila dah posting....tapi setelah 4 bulan berlalu...satu citer pasal Sandakan pun MMJ ta post....first month dulu sebab sedih n takder mood na menulis...starting bulan kedua..MMJ lelah sgt sbb baru jadi cikgu n kena handle kelas tambahan hari2 buat MMJ pengsan dari petang ke malam....dan sekarang...ape alasannya?

MMJ ade seorang pakcik bekas kakitangan kerajaan...MMJ jarang berjumpa pakcik ni...tapi setiap kali berjumpa..pasti ada nasihat yang berguna dan motivasi untuk MMJ...sejak MMJ kerja di IJM hingga menjadi guru d Sandakan...pakcik ni selalu buat MMJ rasa MMJ berada di 'right track'....dia sangat positif...dan pakcik MMJ ni encourage MMJ untuk menulis blog...dia cakap rekodkan semua benda yang berlaku di sekolah..dalam kelas..murid-murid...apa saje...untuk kenangan...pakcik MMJ cakap, "it may not interesting for you..but it is interesting for others." begitulah lebih kurang ayat dia yang MMJ da ingat-ingat lupa...

so..MMJ akan berusaha untuk menulis blog....MMJ akan tulis balik semua yang berlaku yang masih dalam ingatan MMJ...bila saje MMJ rasa apa yang MMJ tulis tu tak penting...MMJ akan ingat balik kata-kata ni... "it may not interesting for you, but it is interesting for others".

wish me luck!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Shoppaholic in Kuching

First outing to Wisma Saberkas..15 minutes walking distance dr Maktab…kiranya kalu kt KL..Wisma saberkas ni mcm Low Yat sebab byk jual peralatan computer…kt sini lah MMJ beli printer…pastu ader lah supermarket yg nama dia mcm lawak pun ade..mcm cute pun ade..Pasaraya Ngukee…bunyi mcm jepun pun ade..kan..so kt sini le MMJ bli brg2 keperluan duk hostel…kt sini ade KFC..yg best…sbb KFC kt sini..MMJ ble minta bhg wing (faveret..) walaupun order original recipe…kalu kt KL..cume spicy je ade wing…Sebulan duk sini..dah berkali2 MMJ g Wisma Saberkas nih…hikhikhik

Pastu ada Boulevard…shopping complex ni baru setahun..kalu kt KL dia ala2 jusco AU2…lebih kurang 15 minit gak tp naik cab…kt sini best sbb ade Popular..so brg2 keperluan tuk jd student…MMJ bli kt sini…

Next is the famous Pasar Satok…or Pasar Minggu sbb dia cume Sabtu n Ahad…10 minit kalu naik cab or bus…ta best sgt sbb dia lebih mcm Pasar Tani kalu kt KL..may be kalu na bli makanan tradisi Sarawak..kt sini lah..tp since MMJ blum na balik KL lagik..so ta perlu beli…org ckp kalu na makan best2..mkn kt satok..tp MMJ blum jumpa lg yg sdap tuh…kt sini pusat Bank2..semua bank yg femes2 ade..RHB, Maybank, CIMB, BSN…Satok pun MMJ da g berkali-kali…da hafal da kedai2 kt sini..muahahaa!!

Pastu Riverside Magestic, Wisma Tun Jugah n Sarawak Plaza..ni semua dekat2..beselah..kalu kt KL standard2 Ampang Point, Great eastern Mall and shopping complex kecik2…tp blelah na melepaskan nafsu windowshopping MMJ nih..hahaha…sini ade parkson…ble le kalu MMJ na bli baju2 moden like blouses and tshirt and branded handbag..tp ta mampu pun..huhuhu..terliur jek!

Waterfront…ha..ni lah tempat kalu na beli ole2 Sarawak..byk giler brg souvenier…byk beg raga trend skang tuh..sampi naik juling mata MMJ…tp no point MMJ bli skang sbb MMJ ta pakai pun beg cantek2 g kelas..pakai backpack je..student kan….tp MMJ da brangan2 le na rembat brg 2-3 buah beg tuh sblm cuti bulan 6 nant..muahahaa..pastu MMJ bkenan sgt dgn tudung saji Sarawak..special sgt..MMJ siap berangan kalu kawen na pakai tudung saji tuh tuk hantaran..tapi bila ntah kawen tuh..tensen!!!

India Street…hmm…kt sini byk kdai runcitt busuk2 jek..tader ape sgt..tp na cari brg keperluan murah2..kt sini lah..MMJ bli selimut RM9 sajer…boleh lah watt tdo mlm yg sjuk kt sini…pastu MMJ jumpa kdai borong makanan ringan..so MMJ dah borong tuk stok makanan di maktab…
Setakat ni…MMJ blum pegi The Spring..org ckp mcm Alamanda…takpe2 ade byk masa lagik…n yg paling MMJ ta sabar2 nak gi…Serikin…kt sini mcm Padang Besar n Rantau Panjang..sbb dia sempadan gak..antara Sarawak dgn Indonesia..so MMJ expect..brg2 dia murah giler…so ta sabar na gi…tp yg ni kena tunggu elaun dulu…sbb MMJ na borong banyaaaaaaaaaaakkkk tuh…hikhikhik…

Nasib le IPBL ni kt tgh2..g mane2 pun dekat..kalu naik bus RM1 jek..kt KL dah lama ta jejak kaki naik bas..alih2 kt sini main transport naik bus..hehehe…pastu ade le van sapu…cab mahal sket…n keter sapu..

Betul kata Is masa MMJ meraung2 na berpisah dgn diorang kt LCCT harituh..Is ckp..nant MMJ Nampak shopping complex kt Kuching..ta sdey da lah…huhuhu..na wat camna…shopping ni is one form of therapy..MMJ sgt suke the feeling when I enter the shopping complex…the aircond…the shops..the music..so motivating..kahkahkah..mmg MMJ gile kan…ooh I cant help it.. I just luv shopping very much…!!!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

a confession to my ex-Boss

Dear Mr. Fang…

I m so sorry for resigning..but I bet u can replace me without difficulty as soon as possible…

My motto is always Work With Passion..you know you are the one who teach me that..there was one meeting where you mentioned this..how you want us to do our work passionately..as if falling head over heels to our own job...yepp..I applied it most of the time...but somehow..after 7 years..I cannot apply the motto anymore…I have no passion for what I was doing…i kept doing my job last minute…I started to make mistake…I always delayed in completing my task…I m whining all the time behind your back...i feel unmotivated..

I really dunno why…Maybe because I hate working on Saturday and on Public Holiday.. maybe I hate that I have to take over someone else’s job all the time…maybe I hate multitasking…maybe I hate handling of more than a project in a time…maybe bcoz I’ve been doing the same thing…and maybe I hate thinking that I have no future in IJM…and there are lots of maybe actually.. and all of these things have changed me..these really effect me emotionally…I believe that we should find happiness in our career as we spend almost 1/3 of a day working…but I cannot find it in my work..i have no choice but to look for other job which can give me “happiness”…i wish i've found it now..

However, I really appreciate everything you have done..your guidance..advice..your trust…you are a great boss..and I will not surprise if one day you become one of the top people in IJM…I wish you all the best ..

But..just a little advice from me..dun be too workaholic..your family need your attention..spend more time with your family while you can...money is not everything...

Trust me..this resignation is the most difficult decision ever in my life…its not easy..7 years..as if I m married to IJM already..hahaha…but I have to…I want to have a more meaningful life…n for me..MONEY is not everything….

Just wish me luck…and no hard feeling BOSS!

p/s: I m so sorry coz I left a lot of “stuff” especially for Parcel E Project…huhuhu…get someone else lah to finish it…IJM Boleh!!!

A turning point..I guess

Alhamdulillah…MMJ dapat KPLI…tp sedih sgt sbb dalam 27 Institut Perguruan (IPG) di seluruh Malaysia nih..MMJ tercampak di Batu Lintang, Kuching, SARAWAK….aduiii…nape lah jauh sgt..i keep wondering ape hikmah di sebaliknya…fariza ckp “yg ko gatal2 ckp sangup na g sabah Sarawak masa interview tu kenapa?mmg le markah ko tinggi..”…huhuhu..

MMJ ingat lagi..start dapat tau result KPLI tuh..MMJ nangis ta henti2..sebak sgt…MMJ ta pernah keluar dr Selangor..Form 1 to Form 5 di Klang, Degree di Bangi, Kerja di Putrajaya…knape da tua2 nih MMJ kna jauh dgn family dan sumer yg MMJ syg…

At first MMJ hesitated..na terima atau tak..mmg MMJ da set dlm kepala na jadi cikgu..tp di Kuching..MMJ kena fikir lagi…mlm tu MMJ solat istikharah…mane tau dapat petunjuk dlm mimpi..ntah nape..esok pagi tu..MMJ bangun dgn kepala yg ringan and mantap na keluar surat resign…

The most difficult thing was..na berdepan dgn my boss of 7 years pasal na resign nih…dah lah tuh give up engineering and na beralih kepada teaching…doesn’t make sense to certain people especially Mr. Fang…tapi dkat waktu lunch MMJ gagahkan diri ketuk pintu Boss and spilled out everything…at first Mr. Fang thought that I’m joking…last2 baru lah dia percaya…Mr. fang ingat MMJ na join JKR..hahaha…pnat da isik SPA tuk jawatan Jurutera…hampeh ta pernah pangil pun…bile MMJ ckp na jadi cikgu..start la sesi brainwash dia…Mr. Fang ta faham kenapa after 7 years MMJ na quit…dia ckp MMJ tader matlamat…dah lah tuh gaji cikgu sket…pastu Mr. fang try takutkan MMJ dgn reality kerja cikgu…semuanyer masuk telinga kanan keuar telinga kiri….sebab I’ve already made a decision!!!

So I tender my resignation…do I regret it?...absolutely not for now…haha…

So..bertungkus lumus lah MMJ settle sumer kerja2 MMJ before resign…kesian Ms Choo..kna take over kerja MMJ…kalu sikit takpe lah…giler banyak..mane tak banyak..4 projek punyer benda wat satu org…dahlah Ms Choo tak bese wat QAQC…makin nipislah rambut Ms Choo..makin selalulah Ms Choo ckp sesorang diri…takpelah..MMJ percaya Ms Choo boleh buat..walaupun slalu merungut2…sampai MMJ dgn Jade sakit telinga…tapi kerja Ms Choo semuanyer bereh…

Sian Jade…being the closest person to her in that office…surelah Jade sdey sgt..sape na teman gi tapau tuk lunch..sape na dngar dia mrungut bila boss bg kejer byk..sape na jd teman bgusip…I m so sorry Jade…u have to make frens with others..they are actually as fun as I am..keep in touch..wish all the best for you in IJM…wish you will get promoted this year…

Letihnya saat2 akhir sebelum pergi ke Kuching..MMJ ni agak complicated jugak orangnyer..so byk benda na settle…mane na settle kejer…na farewell dgn kawan2..na kemas brg..na shopping brg keperluan…aduii..sakit kepala MMJ…

Dalam sibuk2 na settle semua benda..you all na tau ta what happened…MMJ accident…5 hari lagi na bertolak ke Kuching…hampir2 nyawa MMJ melayang..Alhamdulillah Allah masih panjangkan umur MMJ..sejenak MMJ insaf…Ferrari biru MMJ tiba2 out of control dlm hujan..berpusing 2 kali before langgar railing tepi jalan..this happened at Putrajaya on my way back from work…lucky there was no car behind me otherwise I wasn’t here anymore….Tmah, Tiah, sorry ta sempat na citer pasal nih..lagipun masa tu taknak susahkan ati sesapa..
So…hari perpisahan pun tiba…actually Kuching je..still in Malaysia..but somehow MMJ terasa teramat sedih…takut bila fikir sebatang kara je di Kuching…so seperti yg dijangka..MMJ nangis teresak2..masa peluk Emak paling MMJ ta ble tahan…semoga Emak sihat selalu sepanjang MMJ jauh di Kuching…Amin!!

Thanks kepada semua yg hantar MMJ kt LCCT…K.nor…K. Yam n family…K. Min n family..B. Man n Family..K. Faii n family..B. akim n family..Is n Leha…my beloved bestfren..Tmah n Tiah n Family…dan semua yg mendoakan MMJ…

MMJ terus menangis masa beratur na masuk flight…masa sepanjang dalam kapal terbang…masa tunggu beg di Airport Kuching…masa tolak trolley nak cari teksi…masa sepanjang jalan dr airport ke IPG Batu Lintang…air mata MMJ mencurah2..sama mcm cuaca di Kuching waktu tu yg hujan ta benti2 sampaikn banjir…mcm sgt memahami perasaan sdey dlm ati MMJ masa tuh…huhu…

And at last..MMJ menjejakkan kaki ke IPG batu Lintang..dgn harapan setinggi gunung..untuk menjadi pendidik yg berjasa satu hari nant…Insyaallah….

Gudbye engineering...this is a turning point in my life..I guess...

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merahjambu

Assalamualaikum n hello…
Welcome to my first blog..MISSMERAHJAMBU..hahaha..
mmm..ape org slalu tulis dalam blog ek?..first time plak tu…hmmm…
so..why MISSMERAHJAMBU?for those who really knew me well mesti tau kenapa kan
..the answer is saya ni fanatic merahjambu…dan disebabkan saya ni perempuan..saya tambah le MISS depan tu…so jadilah blog ni MISSMERAHJAMBU..
From now on, I will call myself MMJ..a short form for MISSMERAHJAMBU…
MMJ memang suka merahjambu..dari kecik lagi..walaupun zaman tu (tahun 80an) Hello Kitty or Barbie Doll belum femes or ntah2 belum wujud pun lagi..MMJ memang suka merahjambu..mak ayah MMJ ta ajar pun MMJ to love this colour…in fact baju2 MMJ yg mak ayah belikan ade macam2 kaler…tp its natural..asal merahjambu je MMJ suka..ta kisah apa pun…anything in merahjambu..MMJ sure loves them…
Dulu Mr. S (InsyaAllah, I will tell u about him dalam next2 blog ok..) pernah cakap yg MMJ ni mengada2…sbb orang yang fanatic sesuatu warna tu bagi dia adalah orang yang nak menarik perhatian…huh!..how dare him to say that..MMJ bukan fanatic merahjambu sampi na pakai dari hujung tudung sampai hujung kaki kaler merahjambu..macam pink panther plak kang..Cuma ianya macam satu kepuasan kalau dapat barang tu kaler merahjambu…but sometimes MMJ beli gak kaler ungu, hijau (kaler yg paling MMJ ta suka), biru.. ta semua barang MMJ beli mesti kaler merahjambu pun..cume MMJ adore merahjambu very much..i just can’t help it….huhuhu!
Tapi MMJ pelik lah…masa MMJ sekolah2 dulu ..zaman2 remaja..ta ade seorang pun kawan MMJ suka merahjambu..they all hate merahjambu..mostly suka ungu..biru..hitam (ni bagi yg na mampak cool)..bila MMJ da tua2 ni..MMJ tengok ramai benar remaja yg suka merahjambu…may be sebab mak ayah zaman sekarang ni da jadikan trademark kut..kalu baby girl..merahjambu..bila dah dari kecik disogokkan dengan kaler tu..jadilah tader kaler lain yg cantik melainkan merahjambu..actually it happened to my niece, Amira..MMJ suka belikan Amira baju or toys kaler merahjambu..sampikan Amira pun macam MMJ jugak..fanatik merahjambu..apa nak wat..kemana tumpahnyer kuah kan..!!
Tadi MMJ cakap tader satu pun kawan MMJ yg suka merahjambu kan..haha..yg ni MMJ tujukan dekat June (ta salah June ni suka ungu) n Ekin (definitely suka hijau)…diorang ni dulu (mase remaja2 ler) meluat sangat dgn merahjambu..ape ntah salah merahjambu tu kat diorang ni pun MMJ ta tahu..alih2 bila da masing2 gave birth to a cute baby girl..automatic merahjambu tu kaler yg paling cantik di dunia…penat MMJ ketawakan diorang..ye la..maner na carik baju baby kaler hijau..yg cute2 sumer kaler merahjambu..yeah!..hidup merahjambu…
Enough pasal kaler merahjambu k…actually MMJ ta harap ada orang baca blog MMJ ni..MMJ cume na test whether MMJ ni ade bakat menulis ke ta…
To those yang singgah ke MISSMERAHJAMBU..thank you so much..and you are welcome to leave any comment…